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My Journey w/ Grief - I Love God

I Love God

I Love God

I love God
like Job
now I say
though He slay me
I will yet praise Him
these words
do not flow easily from
a tongued silenced by loss
lips closed by sorrow
I say those words
with immense internal pain and anguish
feeling as if God has slayed me
my wife
my children
yet I love God
I love God not in spite of this tragedy
but because of His unfailing love for me
I hate what has happened
I hate everything about it
but I know God
I know God to be loving
I know this because of Jesus
the
fleshed
out
reality
of
Godís
love
for
me


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